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  “How you feeling?”

  She brushes her nose against my neck. “Relaxed. It's nice knowing I don’t have anywhere to be.” She shifts, pulling her legs up. This is more than fucking nice. It’s everything.

  “You want me to throw some steaks on the grill?”

  She sits up, looking at me. The robe falls off one of her shoulders, showing me more of her soft, delicate skin. She is all temptation, that’s for sure, but there is something else about her that pulls me to her.

  “Steak sounds good.” She shifts again, straddling me. My hands slide up her thighs, feeling the expanse of silky smoothness that I know leads to her sweet pussy. I draw circles on her upper thigh with my fingertip, loving the feel of each caress and reminding her how good I can make her feel.

  “There something else you want, Bunny?” Her pink tongue comes out, swiping across her bottom lip. Her delicate shoulder gives a small shrug, causing her cheeks to turn a deeper shade of pink. “You just want me to take it?” My finger goes under her chin, causing her eyes to meet mine. “So you don’t have to ask? You can continue to be shy then. I know what you need, my sweet little Bunny.”

  “Please.” She licks that lip again, tempting me. This time I can’t resist. I drop my mouth down onto hers, angling her chin how I need it to kiss her deep. Her mouth parts for me. I thrust my tongue inside, tasting her sweetness. It’s not enough. I break the kiss, needing more of her this time.

  “You going to spread these beautiful legs for me? Let me finally get a taste of that treat I know you have between them?” I ask as my hand caresses her toned thigh. She simply nods before she buries her face in my neck again.

  I stand, taking her with me. Shit goes flying off my desk as I make room for her. Her ass hits the top as I push her robe off, leaving her completely naked for me. My cock begs to be let free and plunge into her tight cunt.

  “Fuck,” I grit. No wonder she’s had a few stalkers. She is every man's wet dream but she is all mine now. Every inch of her is for me and I’d die before I shared her. I didn’t know I had a type until now. What I do know is that it's either her or nothing else. I haven’t even been inside of her yet but I already know she’s ruined me. That I’ll never get enough of her. That I’ll always want more. That I’ll love her for the rest of my days, if she’ll let me.

  14

  Bunny

  “Jay. Don’t stop.” I reach for him, pulling him down so his mouth meets mine. The whole time I was in the bath all I could think about was him. Today has been one of the happiest days of my life. I can’t remember the last time I smiled this much or that I felt so at ease around someone. It’s probably how most people feel when they finally come home after being away for long periods of time. I’ve never had a real home environment to go home to so it’s nice to have this feeling for once.

  He kisses me with so much need and hunger. I kiss him back just as hard. He pulls his mouth from mine and trails kisses down my neck. My hips lift, seeking the friction my body needs. I try to wrap my legs around him but he doesn't let me. He keeps moving down my body. His mouth latches on to one of my nipples, causing a moan to leave me. My fingers dig into his hair, pulling it as he first lavishes it with his tongue and then sucks it into his mouth. I watch as he continues to give my body the type of pleasure it’s never known.

  My whole body starts to throb with need. I whimper, wanting him to go lower. Wanting that mouth of his to take away the ache that's formed between my thighs. The man must be able to read me, because he starts moving again, trailing open-mouthed kisses onto my stomach until he’s on his knees in front of me. He pushes one of my legs open farther, so that I’m stretched wide open for him across the desk. The other he places on his shoulder.

  “You really are breathtaking everywhere.” He looks up from between my legs, his eyes locking with mine. I swear I can feel my whole body blush. I grow more and more desperate by the second for his mouth to be where I need it. I don’t even care that he can see how dripping wet I am for him. I probably should be embarrassed, but I’m not in the least. Not with the way he’s staring at me.

  “Jay,” I plead with him, suddenly becoming shy. This being my first time has me at a loss for words. I’m relieved when his fingers part the lips of my sex. My hips shamelessly lift off the desk trying to get closer to him. A small smile crosses those gorgeous lips of his.

  “I’m going to give you what you need but next time I get to take my time. Savor you.”

  I nod in agreement. Anything. I’ll do anything right now if he’ll put his mouth on me. When his tongue circles my clit for the first time, I almost come on the spot. The sensation is way better than I ever could have imagined. He grabs my hips, holding me in place as his tongue continues to tease me. His fingers dig into me as he finally gives me exactly what I need, burying his face between my thighs and eating me as though he were a starved man.

  “Jay!” I cry out his name as the first orgasm hits. I reach my hands above me, grabbing ahold of the desk. My whole body shakes with pleasure. He doesn't stop though. I feel him push a finger inside of me. His tongue keeps playing with my clit. My hips start to rock back and forth.

  “So fucking tight,” I hear him say as he tries to add another finger. He has to work it in slowly in order to get inside of me. It’s snug but feels good. My body pushes towards another orgasm. I gasp for air as another hits me. This one is more intense than any of the others. I reach down to grab him, not sure that I can take anymore. He pulls his mouth from me but he keeps slowly pumping his fingers in and out.

  His mouth kisses my thighs gently as my eyes slowly open. I lift up on my elbows to look at him. He slowly rises to his feet as he lets his fingers slip free of me.

  “Oh.” I breathe as I see him wrap his hand around his cock. His jeans are undone and pushed slightly down his hips. I watch him as he strokes himself, his eyes roaming over every inch of me. Cum leaks from the end of his cock. I wonder how he’ll ever fit inside of me. He is way bigger than two of his fingers. It doesn't scare me. Somehow I know Jay will take care of me. He’ll stop at nothing to make it everything I could ever dream my first time to be.

  I lick my lips, thinking about tasting him. My body starts to heat all over again thinking about how I’ve turned him on like this. He’s standing over me jacking himself off to the sight of me.

  “Jay. Mark me. I need it.” I don’t know where the words come from but they feel right.

  “Fucking hell.” He groans before he comes. I watch as it spills onto my sex and across my stomach. Seeing his mark on me has that throb coming back all over again. I try to shut my legs to put pressure on my clit, but he’s blocking my way. His heavy breathing fills the room. I try to scoot lower on the desk to be closer to him. To find friction once again. “I got you, Bunny.”

  His hand comes to my stomach as he rubs the cum into my skin and down between my thighs into my sex. He presses the palm of his hand into my clit, rubbing it and giving me the friction I need to orgasm again.

  My body falls back onto the desk. I’m not sure I can move at this point. He pushes his fingers inside me again. It takes me a moment to realize what’s happening. I look down between us as his fingers drift over, gathering more cum, and I watch him as he pushes them inside of me again as he tells me I’m his. My mouth parts but no words come out as he hooks his fingers inside of me. His thumb strokes my clit. I’m so sensitive that I’m not even sure I can take anymore.

  “Jay.” I shake my head no. It’s too much.

  “You’ll give me another one because I want it.” My eyes lock with his and I know he’s right. I let my thighs fall open more, letting him take what he wants.

  I already belong to him. He’s marked me inside and out.

  * * *

  “I like waking up like this,” I say into Jameson's neck. My whole body is wrapped around him. I remember bits and pieces of him carrying me to bed but I’m pretty sure I was out cold before he laid me in it.

  “I like it t
oo.” His mouth brushes the top of my head, making me smile. The more time I spend with him the more parts I am seeing of him. I didn't know a person could be so bossy and sweet at the same time. He is my rough but gentle giant. He is perfect. For me at least.

  “I guess I’m a cuddler.” My body shakes with laughter. I lift my head to look up at him. “Or is it clinger?” I tease. I let my arms loosen some.

  “I think a little of both.” He smiles at me as his mouth comes to mine for a kiss. “You passed out on me.”

  “Sorry. What time is it?” I stretch my arms.

  “You’ve been out for an hour.” I look to the window to see the sun is long gone. I really do think this has been one of the best days of my life. I am not only falling in love with the place but with him too.

  “You didn't sleep did you?” I clung to him and gave the man no option but to lay down with me. He did, because that is the type of man Jameson is. He’d let me sleep even if it meant he had to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling.

  “I relaxed. It was more than nice. I can promise you that.” He sits up, taking me with him. Another thing I love about him. He can put me right where he wants me. “I promised you steak.” He digs his hand into my hair, tilting my head back to take another kiss. This one seems deeper. I sigh into his mouth. He’s bossy and cooks me food. Does it get any better than that? “Take your time.” He lets me go before standing from the side of the bed.

  “I should call PJ.” He opens his nightstand and pulls out my phone and hands it to me. It’s off. She’s going to kill me. “Have you talked to her?”

  “Yeah, when you took your bath. Forgot to tell you to call her. You distracted me.”

  “I did. I’ll totally take the blame for that.”

  “I’ll leave you to it.” I watch as he fixes his jeans before finding a shirt. I power on my phone, seeing a bunch of missed texts and voicemails. I am surprised to see my father's name mixed in with them. But I don’t want to think of him now. This day has been perfect and I don’t want to ruin it.

  I read through PJ’s messages before tapping the button to call her. I swear it barely rings once before her voice comes over the line.

  “Well look who it is. Today must be my lucky day.” I try not to smile at her sarcasm but it’s almost impossible. I already know she’s spoken to Jameson but I’ll let her be a little dramatic. I deserve it for not reaching out to her sooner.

  “I’m good. How are you?” I try to lighten the mood. She lets out a long sigh.

  “Why do you sound different?” I can tell she’s the one smiling now. My cheeks get all red wondering if she can really tell over the phone. But I know she’s just fishing for details.

  “It’s probably because I’ve never been so relaxed.”

  “You need to make sure you communicate with me, Bunny. I can’t protect you if you don’t.” Her words burst my happy bubble for a few seconds, reminding me exactly why I’m at Jameson’s to begin with. “Don’t make me have to come out there.”

  “I know. I’m sorry. Any new updates on Michael?”

  “Nothing new. We’re monitoring the situation. You’re free to continue doing whatever it is that you’re doing over there.” She throws out that lure again, trying to get me to budge on the details. “That’s the safest place for you. But you have to stay in touch with me. Not only because I’m your security.”

  “I’m falling in love with him.” I give. PJ is my best friend and I should give her something.

  She’s quiet for a few seconds. “If he breaks your heart I’ll have to kill him,” she teases but I know she’s not joking. I bet she told him the same thing when she spoke to him.

  “I might be naïve about this kind of thing, but I don’t think he’s the type to break my heart because he can.”

  “I think you’re right from what I’ve gathered on him. Since I know you don’t want to ask but want to know deep down, I’ll just tell you.” I laugh because she’s right. I’m not one to dig but if someone shares I can’t help if my ears hear it. “He’s a dick.” That has me sitting up straighter.

  “That’s not what I thought you were going to say.”

  “Yeah, well I wouldn't give it much light. From what I gather the rich think he’s a dick because he doesn't fall in line. He’s new money and doesn't play by any of their rules or care to.”

  “I could see that.” I smile into the phone.

  “I can’t find any exes either. To be honest, I think he’s one of those good old boys. His ranch did well on its own. Then he went and struck oil.” All of this makes sense to me and lines up with a lot of what Jameson said today. We spent most of the day talking while he showed me around.

  “He’s a breed of his own.” I think Jameson is one of a kind.

  “Oh God. You are falling in love. That’s some corny shit right there.” She laughs. I join her because even though some psycho is after me I can’t help feeling happy about my current situation.

  15

  Jameson

  “You’re going to have to teach me how to cook like this.” Bunny takes another bite of her steak. I’m not teaching her how to cook a thing. This is part of my plan to get her to stay here forever.

  “If you want it you’ll just have to stick around.” I take another bite of my steak. I normally love a good steak, but tonight I’m not a fan. All it seems to be doing is washing the taste of Bunny out of my mouth.

  “I really do love it here.” She looks out the window. The sun has set but the moon still lights up the field.

  “I really do love having you here.” She looks back to me. “I don’t know what’s going to happen but even when Michael pops up and he’s handled, I don’t want you running out of here.”

  She shakes her head. “I don’t want this having a time limit either but I also don’t want to stay past my welcome.”

  “I can promise you that will never happen.” She picks up her wine, taking a small sip.

  “This is all new for the both of us. Your feelings could change.”

  My feelings have already changed into ones of love for her. “Am I the only one whose feelings could change?” I toss back. Her full lips part for a moment, her cheeks shading pink as they do when she’s feeling shy.

  “I don’t think mine ever will.” She licks her bottom lip. “I was dancing for you. I felt you before I saw you. I know it’s crazy but-”

  “It’s not crazy. I hadn't seen you, but I had heard someone make a comment about how beautiful you were and I was jealous. I didn't know how or why. Then you stepped onto that stage.” Her whole face lights up. I hook my foot under her chair, sliding her between my legs. “You can do anything you want, Bunny. You don't have to deal with any more contracts or your asshole father trying to control you.”

  “You like to control me.” She looks up at me. That blush on her cheeks spreads further.

  “I get off on it because you get off on it.” That is the truth. There’s no way it would turn me on if she didn't enjoy it. She wraps her arms around my neck, pulling herself over into my lap. I pull her closer.

  “Then stop teasing me. I want all of you, Jay.” I wonder if she knows she calls me Jay when she’s turned on.

  “I’m not teasing you. I’m barely holding on.” I was trying to take it slow. I don’t want her thinking I am only after one thing. I am playing the long game.

  “Let go then.” I stand with her in my arms.

  “I’m never letting go.”

  “Good.” She pulls me down for a kiss as I try to lead us toward the bedroom. I don’t make it far as she wraps her legs around me. I pin her to the wall, deepening the kiss. She tastes like wine. I want to remove the taste and leave nothing but mine behind. To brand and mark every part of her. When I’m done with her I don’t want her to know where she begins and I end. There will only be us.

  My hands grip her ass as I pull my mouth from hers, going for her neck. She rubs against me. Her cunt presses against my cock, looking for the friction she needs
. “Jay.” She moans my name as her fingers grip my hair.

  “Bed,” I grit out, pulling my mouth from hers. It’s her that goes for my neck this time. My knees almost give out as she begins peppering kisses there. My body is begging for me to take her to the floor and have my way with her. To drive my cock into her tight, untouched cunt until she’s screaming my name and begging me for more.

  But I don't. Instead I continue walking toward our bedroom. That will have to wait for another time. I want this first time to be special for her. I need to take my time with it being our first time together. I’m not going to rut into her on the wood floor like an animal. She deserves better than that.

  “Yes, bed,” she breathes against me. Even her warm breath on my skin is a turn on. Everything about her is. From the way she chewed her food to how she puckers her lips when she’s thinking. To the way she moans my name. I’ve always hated when people called me Jay. Then she’d gone and done it in the middle of her orgasm and it was the sweetest sound I’d ever heard in my life.

  “Jay.” I can hear the yearning in her voice. I pick up the pace, needing to take care of her as soon as possible.

  “Slide down me,” I tell her as I stand at the edge of the bed. She does, causing me to feel every curve of her body. I lean down to give her a quick kiss as her feet meet the ground. “Undress for me.” I know she’s shy but I want her to give this to me. I want to know that the need to have me inside her is so great that she no longer cares to be timid in my presence.

  I watch as she does exactly as I’ve asked until she stands before me naked. My cock strains against my pants as my eyes take in her perfection. “You’re fucking gorgeous, Bunny,” I tell her as I reach behind me to grab my shirt and pull it over my head. I toss it on the floor and go for my belt next. The entire time I watch as her eyes roam over me. I unfasten my pants and boxers and throw them to the side next. This time I catch her eyes widening when she sees how hard and how big my cock is. She licks her lips, causing me to leak a little cum from the tip.